shit already happens.Left4Freeman60 wrote:If admins would be less strict, shit will happens.warmage45 wrote:I never said that people shud do wut ever they want. I meant that admins shud be less strict thats all.[NBG]Aya wrote:Of course you two's post was about me too.
And I know I'm the one made that dr server worse.
I know a lot of people hate me.
But I still go there and play with my friends because I want to.
People hate me no matter what. That's life.
You guys might think I'm not noticing most problems are happened because of me and I'm just being there without thinking anything.
But I am the most sensitive one and I do realize and think what's happening around me most.
I stopped trying convincing people.
I stopped talking on mic to avoid trollers.
I stopped caring or fighting back to trollers to avoid dramas.
Generally I stopped talking so much.
Because anything I do/say can cause problems without my intention so I have been doing some stuff which makes me think possibly makes the situation better.
Warm,you can have your own vision of what's "a good admin".
Yesterday,you kept changing your name while you were gagged.
That is not the way I have fun or my vision of people who is/will be an admin.
You will never know but I will let you play music on mic,I just give free passes all rounds if there's like 5people just to have fun or to keep players because of the downtime (ofc I explain only now I/you can).
I do understand "fun" but I rather be a little more strict when there are many players so it won't go out of our hands.
I don't let you do whatever you want so you can think I'm a bad admin.
Some people think admin who doesn't do anything to you is the best admin.
But I'm sorry I will not change my style. I want to be like Travis.
Also you can hate me. I don't hate you though.
I don't write on this forum anymore and I only play.
At this point I just think even talking so serious is unnecessary on this online world.
Being on this forum breaks my spirit or takes my energy away.
Peace out.
Aya
Oh, and if u leave the forumz srsly dont be leik fury.
I got flamed the other day for being in a good mood & joking.
next day
I got flamed for being in a bad mood & complaining.
That's what a lot of these people have become.
Just Flamers and Trolls.
I mean no one has ever treated me in the way these people did while I was in a good mood.
I felt like I had just found this server in 2012.... Even though I found this server in 2009.
I could have found it in 2008 but , I really did not play online in that year.
The lack of disrespect rule has made this server get out of control.
Something needs to be done.
No, I don't think there should be a disrespect rule , but I think something should be placed to limit the amount of disrespect.
Because I can take normal disrespect. But the way shit gets on DR with Disrespect , it's just fucking ridiculous.
A lot of these people because of the lack of a disrespect rule , don't respect anybody. Its hard to play on a server full of idiots
and trolls. Because no one is getting along. If the server was like it was in 2009-2010 , it would be so much more peaceful here.
There have been quite a few players that were good friends of mine that quit playing Area 51 due to the ridiculous amount of flaming.
I can take a lot of flaming , but when people on the server say shit , like the shit they say to me? That's a different fucking story.
No it's not the family jokes and shit. Its other stuff. When people say personal shit and stuff that makes me feel bad. Like one dude
kept spamming me and saying my mom was an crackhead who never loved me. When you say shit like that , It makes me go crazy.
That's not joking about my family. That's making FUN of them completely. It really hurts me when people did that.
So when dude constantly kept bugging me and would not stop I kicked Him. And here come Sir. Daddy saying "OH you can't kick him for that blah blah blah...."
I mean its one thing when players get on me. But when another admin gets on me for defending myself , I automatically feel sad , mad , or unwanted.
I'm tired of this bullshit. To those of you who are gonna say "Leave the Server , if you don't like it) , fuck you. Cause i'm not leaving. Back in 2010 I could have
prevented all these shit storms. I can't now cause of the fucking everybody can disrespect everybody. We don't need a full on disrespect rule.
We just need something that will control these assholes. I am one of the wisest people on the server. I'm 27 , I'm a high school teacher of the Eleventh Grade , and I've been part of Area 51 for over 3 years now. May 2009 ----> August 2012 = 3 years , 3 months. It saddens me to see what the server has succumbed to. I just hope the server adds something to control these dickheads...