As you've been all knowing, I done shit as admin. To be honest, it's the first time I was doing shit as admin. I've already been admin in the past and and I never did these actions like using noclip, drugs, etc... I do apologize for all the abuse I did and I hope I'll have a second chance. Like I've maybe said some days ago, I'm having some problems with my family between my mum and dad. So I won't enter in the details. However, I will never be doing these kinds of abuseanymore. I specially apologize to ant and nick. I just hope I will get a second chance

From the future, I won't go to fast on using the admin commands. As Ant said me already in Steam, he was getting out of hand seeing my name in admin logs. So yeah, I don't know how much I'm sorry. I hope you'll accept my excuses and let me a second chance. I maybe made a lot of drama in-game for a nothing. I also went too fast on some situations and I didn't think and didn't handle the situation correctly. For now, before you awnser this message, please take time to think. I know I abused, I know I'm stupid and I'm not thinking, but this won't happen anymore in the future. I like playing this server, I won't make drama anymore for a nothing; I will take the time to think and talk with you if necessary. I'm not very useful in-game. I'm only good to rush and kill. I really need help of you. The admin rights are missing me but I have deserved losing my admins for abuse. For now, I let you all think on your side, and I will think of how to be a good admin. "Lrn2admin Goomba". For people thinking I need to learn how to use admins, you're quite right. I don't know what's going on with me, but I'm having fun on server because I love you all, you're all cool, but sometimes I do mic abuse, spam useless sentences and more maybe. I don't want to be ridiculous, but once more, I apologize, you don't how much I'm sorry, and I will do all I can do, to be a great player and deserve to get admin rights back. For now, as from the past experience, you all think I don't deserve to get admins back because you will say "yea u wil abooze again". I'm not sure of this. I was admin on 3 or 4 differents servers. I knew I would lose my admin anyway if I continue using my commands for nothings. I specially says this for players I gag, mute, kick, ban too fast for inappropriate reasons. Also, I'm going on vacations, so you'll be happy not seeing me

! Sorry for everything, and if I'm too noob for you about any subjects, I will just leave everything. I love the server and I never been banned (execpt the time of my rates), but I always respected rules and I even tryed to act like an admin when I was not, but I failed when I was admin. Since I lost my admins, I have buttons stealers, russians talking, french talking too, and no admins were there... or maybe but they were doing nothing. To finish, if there is problems at the level of my behaviour or anything else, please let me know. By the way, I need to be more mature in my head, I know right. I need help at the level of my mental. Thanks for taking time to read this message, and sorry if I beg too much or if there is useless things. But I took all my time to express my feelings. And again, I'm sorry.